Another Letter to C

Dear C,

I'm sure your really ticked off at me and I can understand. When someone bursts into random laughter; while someone else is trying to show you a music video that is supposed to be a heartbroken romance- in relation to World of Warcraft. One is not supposed to laugh when it's totally inappropriate. I'm sorry. It honestly was not meant to be offensive to anyone.

I know your over there chatting madly to your guild members about the gall your wife has to laugh at some person's online romance on WoW. You may even be contemplating how you can love someone who can be so uncaring. Again I'm sorry. It totally came off wrong and I just want to explain.

Sleep deprivation, stress, and a mix of everything else has caused my emotions to go crazy. Remember -I've been getting up at the butt crack of dawn, just in case you forgot. While the video was going, I did actually feel the need to cry. I was trying to suppress it and thinking how funny that someone would do this. Though it was sweet in a tragic Romeo and Juliet kind of World of Warcraft way. I was totally thinking of co-worker dude that left for California cause he met a girl online. I'm sure it was through WoW. Then a smile began to crack on my face and I just couldn't hold back. I really don't know what came over me. It's really hard to explain. I just had a jumble of emotion all at once. Sadly yet funny the laughter over ruled.

You have heard of people laughing inappropriately at funerals right? It's totally just a bundle of emotions all in one. You believe me right? Forgive me? Please? Guess no smoochie tonight?

Your inappropriate laughing wife.

P.S. At least according to Wonderboy..God still loves me no matter what. His exact reassuring words. So there's always that.