I've been a little bit more edgy this week from extra stuff going on at work. Plus the kids just seem to be all up in my face non stop when we get home. All I really want to do is de-frag from the day. Instead I have to hit the ground running again on job 2. I sometimes feel guilty that I just want to push everyone away and say Go Away! I usually don't say it in those exact words but the things I do or say probably make it sound that way.
I realize the boys just want me since they haven't seen me all day. It really makes it hard to equalize my time with each one each day. Gameboy always has some form of school related something going whether it's homework or studying spelling words. Don't even get me started on extra curricular activities. Plus the never ending household duties, oh and not to mention giving attention on hubs too.
Tonight once I finally got the boys to bed and sighed my sigh of relief for the day. The dog and cat both decided that it's now their turn to get all up in my grill and follow me every where, as if I'm going to feed them and give them attention to or something.
When they figure out a perfect way to clone people, I may be first in line.
3 comments:
I definitely have days like that! I can totally relate!
I feel ya. I honestly don't know how my kids will ever turn out right. As much as I feel like I am pushing them away sometimes, when I am so stressed.....
You have a knack for writing about how I feel. There is just not enough of me to go around. I'm spread too thin. I need help.
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